Soooooo I havent blogged in what feels like forever... Ugh.. Ive had so much going on i forgot about this thing... Blogging frm my phone sucks.. But oh well.... I am still planning this partying for my girl.. Trying to get all the funds together.. Tryna get all the people together... Ugh... I mean i want this to be something that she wont forget... And im sure it will b.... Im hoping to hv all of her closet friend n newer friends... (sum Of my friends too) and hv one hell of a weekend.. But its hard when she wants me to spend money on her jordans... N then she wants this n that... Ugh i hate telling her no.. Hating she that look on her face when i do... Or the look she gets when im texting alot... N its usually jus to people who have questions about the party... I just want us to have sum real fun bc its bn a minute since we jus chilled w/o worrying about money... And i jus wanna tk my money n mk her smile.. Bc she really held me down when i wasnt working... And she coulda jus sent me on my way...
We had a big blow out in the car on saturday after the club... Like the way she talked to me and the things she said... I didnt really know she felt that way... She doesnt talk that way when shes sober... So it kinda surprised me... Hmm... I guess good things can cum frm drunk people... Lol
Yesterday we had dinner at my moms... I NEVER thought that would ever happen... But i appreciated it... She had a good time... And thats all i wanted was for her not to feel uncomfortable... N since she wasnt i was happy... And enjoyed myself.. My mom is a complete fool...
Im hoping this year brings good news to my life... To the life i share with toya... I am praying that im blessed with nothing but success and happiness... In all the areas of my life...
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Sooooo... The party went amazing! She totally loved it... I was so happy... Everyone enjoyed themselves... Ate plenty... Drank much..(sum too much)... stole couches and love seats from the lobby because we
apparently didn't have enough seating... music was right... laughs were plenty... All in all it was a good night... A good morning to wake up next to her in a hotel... (which Was TOO comfortable btw...lol) it was my pleasure... To almost get raped while laying next to our drunken friend... (luckily I turned her down) but still glad to make her feel special... To give her a surprise... W/her NOSY ass! Lol... But it was all worth it when she told me i was the best gf ever.. In the world... Made me light up... Feel good... To give sumone sumthing they've never had b4 & to do sumthing i've never done b4... Makes being in love a great thing... Makes having her in my life n being in hers worth it.
