So my day was event filled...

So I cooked dinner... Some good ol cabbage... (via the crock pot...) nice fried pork chops...  white rice... and black eye peas...  Jus so my girlfriend could come home to a hot plate... (I think I'm the greatest gf in the world!! or maybe its just b/c I don't have a job and can't do anything else... lol)

So... also out of sheer boredom... I took it upon myself and agreed to retwist my gf dreads today... (it wasn't as bad as I thought...) after watching youtubes videos... I figured I'd give it a shot... and if I jacked it up... I figured... *welp... I am starting on the back of her head... so I can cover up my mistakes... lol* Luckily for her... it came out good... 

washed it.... & went ahead and started twisting... after a few twist I  let her see what I was doing... (basically getting her approve... I'm mean it is her head of course... lol)  In the other pics I'm just doing the same thing.. Jus letting her know what the  process was looking like... Finally I put her butt under the dryer so I could eat dinner.... *sighs*

Why speak on homosexual love?

I recently... like just this year... just came out to my family and let them know that I am bisexual... that's I am deeply in love with a woman... a woman that brings things out in me that I didn't know existed... shows me different ways to view life... to view friendship.. to view love... But  just like a man she can do me wrongly as well. Yet that doesn't stop me from loving her... from constantly thinking about her... telling everyone about her...  posting pictures of she and I.

Still... I am having the hardest time dealing... My mother and I used to be very close... used to talk about everything... and now I feel as though she has turned her back on me...  and now that I am recently unemployed I just feel as if life has hit me even harder.  I'm feeling worn out from the constant battle between my mom and I...  My girlfriend is trying her hardest to be there for me...  to be both realistic  and supportive...  I love her for that... because she truly is a sweetheart...

I don't understand how people can say that any type of love is wrong... If being in love makes you happy... why does it matter to people who you are in love with? Why should being a woman in love with another woman make family members stop talking? Or cause people to be so judgmental? Yes, yes on the religious said it can be seen as wrong... However who gave anyone the power or right to judge another person? Its equally wrong to be promiscuous... but no one says anything about that... Why speak on homosexual love? I can only hope that things will get better....